LIFE AT 67 - ALL IN - PART II

The other day I wrote a blog about All In, well this is part II.  Sometimes you just have to write what God wants you to write, WHEN He wants you to write it.  Sometimes its really hard to stay All IN, then again what choice do we really have?

Lately most of my blogs have been about this blasted disease I have and treatments, and whats going on, well not changing that today.  :)  On Wednesday, I had the PET scan, and they dont lie, not sure if that is a good thing or bad, but the rollercoaster ride they take you on, are cruel and unusual punishment!  LOL

Well the rubber is meeting the road sooner than later.  Oh  yeah Ive been getting the chemo junk and honestly Ive been laughing at it, and will likely continue to do so, because as the Apostle Paul said it best, to live is Christ, which is a good thing, but to DIE IS GAIN!  In other words either way it turns out, its a WIN/WIN deal.  Do I want to die?, not really, but man the thought of meeting Jesus is really appealing.  You know we have this built in desire to win, to not give up, to LIVE!  After all, I have 2 grandsons, a daughter, son in law, and of course the ever lovely wife Renita.  So you see why its so hard to just give up and die?  I never figured this out till now, and Im really not sure I have it figured out.  Actually I DONT have it figured out, except that God does what HE does and its up to us to follow HIM!

I am going to try acupuncture and see what that does.  Ive been told  that there is good things happening with that treatment.  In the meantime chemo will continue, along with bi-weekly blood draws.  Honestly I think the Dr has come to the end of thinking he can be of help.  I KNOW where the real help is coming from and that is thru Jesus blood.  ALL the tests, ALL the opinions, give us the facts and the truth, but that leads us in which direction to pray

SO!  Lets all pray that God will kick cancer of all kinds to the curb!