I was not sure if I was going to write tonight or not. This is the night before the biopsy. Scared, NOPE, apprehensive, NOPE again. Im totally resting in my faith in God and His power.
I guess the reason I decided to write was to just let people know what is going on. I think my opening statement says pretty much all of it, but just a few things more. Ive discovered that more people are praying that I 1st knew about. I am just so totally humbled about this whole thing. My wife is so awesome and supportive, but she made a statement the other day that kinda got to me, well she has made several lately, but this one, and one other, which I'll talk about later, got to me. "Maybe God wanted you to see that people care about you!" I guess over the last while, not sure how long but awhile, I've be a bit down about things, maybe a mid life deal, who knows, but now suddenly I have so many people praying and caring about me, I cannot even count them. I have total strangers praying for me, just because they were asked to. How incredible is that? REALLY? Well that is what the family of God is all about, we care about each other, even though we might now know someone, if asked to pray we do.
Another thing that has really changed in me, among many, but this one is pretty important. COMPASSION! I kinda always thought I had compassion, but suddenly I find I really do care about the needs of others. I look past the all the "stuff" and see a need. I guess God is really working on a total makeover for me. Now THAT is scary!! LOL
Well this will be a short one tonight as I need to go to bed, 4:30 AM comes very early. There will be more tomorrow as I will let you all know how the whole thing went. :)
God is in control
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