I was not going to write today, really because there was not much to write about! OR so I thought. We had to run out of town today for awhile, so we went to the 1st service at St. Louis Family Church. Literally from the moment we walked in I could sense that what was happening was for me! Dont mean to sound conceited, but from the 1st words that the worship leader, Danny Liston, mentioned to all the songs, to the message Pastor Jeff preached, were all about Gods healing power, and that it is there for the taking.
I must add, that literally from 1st song to last, I had many tears. I could feel the power of God all over me. Im not normally this vocal about such things, but maybe I should have been thru the years. If you have faith should you not express it? Is that not what we as Christians should be doing to win the lost? Anyway back to this morning. At the end of the service I went up to the front and caught Pastor Jeff before he could get too far away! (He has 3 services on Sunday, so he like a bit of a break) Now I have been prayed for before, but this time was amazing. The command, yet genuine gentleness of this man praying for me was amazing. I could feel God right there in the middle of us. He prayed specifically, and directly. Im more confident now than I was before that God was going to be very powerful in this situation, and that I have nothing to fear. Does that mean that I wont fear? Probably not, Im human, and this honestly is scary! However I know that when I am scared and afraid of whatever, I have one huge body guard who can beat up ANY bully around, and protect me!
Ive had several people remark how "positive" I've been thru this. I will say, I dont understand how that has been possible, because more times than not, I dont feel that way. Like I said in the last blog, every fiber in my being was screaming to run, not walk, as far away from that Dr office. But I sensed a calming and went forward. This will be a journey, good or bad, it will be a journey. One thing I can hardly wait for is to tell EVERYONE what a MIGHTY God we serve, and that He is still in the healing business. (Hmmm sounds like a song in there somewhere!) :)
Im writing way more than I planned on, but maybe there is someone out in cyberspace that is reading this that NEEDS to know that God is a miracle working God. Do not be discouraged. Do not be afraid! Do not give the enemy ANY room to get in your head. Get strong physically, mentally, and spiritually! God will sustain. He is me, and I KNOW he will you.
As Im writing this, the end of half time came on and Clint Eastwood, just said something that hit me. "Its half time America," Get ready for the 2nd half!" Yeah, the 2nd half is coming ...........
Stay tuned for the next half should be a new journey for all of us!
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